I'm Tall! I'm Tall!

Back from Hiatus

2005-07-14T06:04:31Z

Yooooooooooooo!!!!!

Its been a long time...

So yeah, finals are over, schools out, it's summer break, I'm officially a senior....I should feel good right?....WRONG!!!! I have summer school up the ass, right up until Scotland on the 13 of Agustus!!!

But thats all there is to complain about I guess. I'm still happy because my brothers are all gonna be in town tomorrow, along with a bunch of cool people because my brotherm,Jonathan, is getting married this weekend... I'm fucking syked!!!1 Borother Ethan is here already, and we're smokin a phatty bowl of koosh. I don't want the weekend to end, because it'll end on a down note, with everyone leaving so soon, and me going right back to fucking summer school. AAAARRGGH!

But uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................yeah......

Oh!!!!! If anyone wants to chill sometime next weekend or the next one, paticulary drama kids because I've seen very few of you this summer, please hit me up, PLEASE!!!! I have to use whatever free time I have with friends because I have so little of it. In case you need my number, which I don't know why I giving you people cuz you probably have it, but FUCK IT!!!! 348-5932.

I'm freakin done, bye homies!

tallbert @ 2005-06-18T12:50:00

2005-06-18T19:51:12Z

You scored as Hedonism. Your life is guided by the principles of Hedonism: You believe that pleasure is a great, or the greatest, good; and you try to enjoy life’s pleasures as much as you can.

“Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die!”

More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page...

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Hedonism

100%

Existentialism

90%

Utilitarianism

80%

Justice (Fairness)

75%

Strong Egoism

55%

Kantianism

50%

Apathy

25%

Divine Command

15%

Nihilism

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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Back To The Old Romp

2005-06-17T00:36:31Z

Well, damn, it's been a while. I've ignored livejournal for so long that I actually began to feel happiness and delight for the world around me with an absence of teenage angst.

Life is good. I'm a really happy person right now, that is except for school. I gotta pull my grades up or or my dreams of attending a UC will remain as such, only shattered. Finals are a fucking bitch.

I've been delving a bit deep into pot lately, and I need to commit to keeping sober until the end of finals next week, maybe longer. This weekend I will stay sober, stay home, and stay in the books as I study for finals. But it sucks because a lot of things are going on this weekend, like Thespian Banquet (which I can't miss, not even for school), Ron Carter, The Slackers, and Play Production Camp Out at Chelsea Patillo's. At this moment, I'm only going to Banquet, I may have to miss everything else, which is a drag, but there will be other camp outs and concerts, and only one chance to pull my grades up before the year comes to an end.

Christ, it's so amazing that I'm almost a senior. It had better be a chill year.

Congrats to my best buds Niv, Alex, Oscar, and Maddy for making Deca!!! I'm happy for you all!!! If you get overwhelmed with Deca next year and are unable to hang out, then fuck try-outs!!!! I'm laying the smackdown on Gregorio and Johnson (Smackity Smack!! O O O - face) and making them put me on Deca so that I can spend time with my friends again! That's how much I care. Don't let this shit run your lives!!!

I've been pretty damn girl crazy lately, and I need to get laid within the next....minute? And a steady girlfriend would such a bad idea either.

I better see all my friends over the summer, including: The Soft Watch crew, it's female groupies, the play pro kids, the brainiacs, the stoners, the alumni, The Non-Elco kids, the neighbors, the classmates, and the brothers (they're not really friends, persay, but eh).

I guess that about does it.
See you all on the farside of hell!!!

Well I Feel Wacky!!!!

2005-05-10T07:27:53Z

Nice night. Went out to eat with Alex, Niv, Oscar, and the newest member of the crew, Andrew. We had the rarest of all delicacies...unicorn's mane (Me Rob...Me like Meekrob).

Happy Birthday, homeslice!!!! Let's get gay together REAL soon!!! Andrew can join in.

My mom deserves more credit than I give her.

Oh man! I got an itch that just won't fucking leave, and I took a shower (No, it's not herpes)!!! So, I gotta get rid of it the only way I know how...
Ladies, who'd be interested in a helpless romantic who lives with his mother?!
I enjoy long walks on the beach, the flesh of the living, and standing as close to people as I can get till I finally invade their personal space and they say to me, "Get the fuck away from me, Cory Feldman!!!"
Any takers?

tallbert @ 2005-05-01T20:09:00

2005-05-02T03:39:47Z

Wow, what A weekend. Huge Kegger at Alon and Dornon's. Of course, I got drunk. But even While I was drunk, Alon was even more so, and I had look after him to make sure he didn't do something stupid like break something. Alon, don't fucking pretend like you were fine and you weren't drunk, because you were acting like a fucking idiot.

That was last night. Today I woke up early to help them clean up the mess. I had a small headache and my basic senses failed, like I couldn't smell or feel anything too well. That's what basically happens when you have a hangover.

But though I should feel like shit from drinking last night, I feel very good. I'm not sure why. But I think it's that I had opened up to my mom about the drinking that did go on (The party was next door, and she saw kegs; there's no way to hide it from her). Though she didn't approve of the drinking, she wasn't mad because I wasn't lying to her about it.
Then I just had conversations with all my brothers and we had good discussions about....life, I guess.

You know what, I don't know where I'm going with this, but all I'm trying to say is that for some reason I feel good due to certain events that took place, and not even my hangover is bringing me down. In fact since going out to dinner with my mom and chating with her, it feels like my hangover has dissappeared since then. Sort of Transcendant, you know?

I FEEL FUCKING GOOD!!!!! YEAH!!!

tallbert @ 2005-04-26T23:15:00

2005-04-27T06:17:31Z

Wow. This really fucking sucks right now!!!!

God damn it!!!!

tallbert @ 2005-04-18T21:33:00

2005-04-19T04:34:10Z

Another thing I might add...

2005-04-14T23:33:59Z

Also, new jams recorded, and some stuff by Niv and The Soft Watch, featuring me. Check them out here.
http://www.zisky.net/softwatch

The new ones with me on bass, Alex on keys, and Niv on drums, are Tuesday #'s 2 & 3. Just like #1, a basic improvised jam. The other new ones, I don't think many of you people have heard yet, are Jam On G and Empire Of Lights. Check them out. Even though I'm not part of either of those, I think they deserve listeners.

Man, This Is Such A Waste Of Time.

2005-04-14T23:06:09Z

I really don't like these things too much. Why would I be friends with someone if I didn't like them? But It's nice to compliment people and be complimented yourself. Okay, here we go. I've gotta do this now, if not later. I'd have to do it eventually. I mean, I don't want to come off as the pinnacle of dickitude and assholyness, do I? I welcome all to post, and you all had better do it.

"reply here and i'll tell you something i adore about you.
copy and paste this into your own journal if you're down with that."

I Could Still Be In Love, But I Don't Know

2005-04-11T07:04:57Z

So this weekend was weird, lots of ups and downs.

I got really fucking drunk and really fucking high this whole weekend. Now I'm in Hangover city.

Didn't go on the date I had planned this weekend. Too much partying the night before. I'm really upset about it, and I'm not sure how to handle this. It was the one thing I was looking forward to all weekend. Sarah, you know how I feel, and I'm not going to make you do something you don't want to do if you're not up to it yet. Just know that I'm not giving up on you, and that I'll be waiting when you're ready again.

I'm glad to have seen my brothers this weekend. But I am seriously afraid for David's lifestyle. I really really really hope he gets his life on the right path, or else he just might be either in jail, or dead in a gutter.

Niv, Franciscus, Robert, Daniel, and Oscar Are Gods Among Men

2005-04-05T03:53:18Z

For those of you who don't know already, We, the above mentioned group, have recorded some improvised jams, some of the best yet. I can't really go into full detail about each of them; all I can say is that it's some good shit. I have all the jams with that include me, on my computer, but really Niv Bavarsky has all the jams. IM me if your interested in hearing our totally, fucking awesome music skills, my AIM is AmbuletzMV.

I really suggest that hit me up or Niv and give us a listen. I want as much exposure as possible. I personally think I rule on the bass on some of these jams, and on the vocals on one of them.

I'm A Bit Slow In Revelations

2005-03-30T06:57:00Z

So, I've come to realize in the past few days, the error in my ways. The flaws in my social philosophy. PLEASE READ THIS, it has to do with some people that I know and interact with each day. I just won't name names.

I've realized that I've been under the notion that the feeling of offense (or the idea of being offended, for all you diff people) is a primitive notion. That being offended is part of our now primitive instincts, and that in the future, people will evolve beyond their sensitivity and not take offense to anything that is considered "Offensive" today. This goes for many of the sensitive subjects of race, ethnicity, sex, censorship, religion, and anything else I left out. But attacking someone personally is different, depending on the person. An example of a personal attack is something like, "Shaun is so fucking dumb, why don't they put him in the Special classes with all the other retards." (Keep in mind, this is only an example).
I developed this idea because of the people I hang around. My closets friends and my family are all very non-sensitive people. We will rip into eachother hard. It's almost a contest, to see who can insult the other person the worst. This is where I develpoed my insensitivity issues. People know that I can be an asshole on most occasions. The thing is I never mean to be, I just joke and kid around with people that way. But it seems that this is becoming more and more of an issue these days, even to those non-sensitive people I hang around with the most. Especially from the girls in my life.
Because of these current problems, I've come to a huge conclusion, my revelation:
My idea of a future, happy, unoffended society is very Utopian idea, and probably won't come true, though I still hope it will...AND...I must be more sensitive towards certain, if not, most people I encounter in my life. Especially the the girls, who, I've come to realize, I cannot treat the same way that I treat the guys in my life.

I hang around some very sensitive women, and there's no way that I'll get a girlfriend if I keep behaving like they're just one of the guys. Why I've come to this huge conclusion in my life NOW, I don't know. But better late then never.

I'm A Heaping Ball Of Ugly

2005-03-27T01:06:43Z

So I've come to realize that I'm hidious right now. My face has some really bad acne, and I'm very self-conscious about it right now. I popped two zits today. Gross, I know. Until I get this volcano of a face cleared up in the next few days, please, no one make any snide comments, because I'm fucking ugly.

Spring Break was nice. I was too faded to know what was going on half the time.

One Of My Better Days...I Have So Few Of Them

2005-03-17T05:32:25Z

So, today was quite chill indeed.

Being off premises with Hunter, Jordan, Jes, and Frasco. We chilled out for like 2 hours. It was Fun On This Nun.

4th Period I felt sick, I was about to throw up. I ate too much, I think.

Niv, Alex, maybe Maddy, Eric and I will probably be seeing The Mars Volta on Sat., June 4th, at the Greek Theater. I can't wait. It's going to be incrediculous and.... perrywinkle.

Spring Break coming up very soon. I Will be chillin' by myself in San Fran with my brothers. Going to be good times indeed. Then I'll be back Mon. to chill at home and one bro will be coming back with me. From there I'll chill with whatever homies that haven't gone on vacation.

That's about it, I believe.
C'est La Vie!!!

Fullerton...Indeed

2005-03-15T04:19:27Z

Okay, so Fullerton was, quite simply, a 48-hour party, just not all drugs and sex.

We didn't make finals, but I feel as though we were supposed to, because we got superior marks on all our critique sheets. Ah well...it's in the past now.

Still had an amazing time there. Slept at Lisa's Thursday night, tried hookah for the first time. It's overrated. but tastes good. Lisa's mom is the coolest. Friday we competed and did great. Friday night was dinner at El Torrito with Hunter, Chammy Cham, Chelsea, Evan, and Tiffany. Then we discovered that night that Fullerton was full of Jimmy Wongs, Evangelicals, and Jiz Moms. Stayed up till one in the Hotel, sexing up Julie, getting tackled by Doug, and a whole lot more. Fucking Craziness.

Saturday was our final day of competition, we didn't make it to finals. But Jes' Alice In Wonderland, and Keli's Kvetch, made it. And Kvetch got 3rd place out of some 65 schools, GOOD FOR YOU GUYS!!!!!!
Then it was back to the valley, where there was some serious partying going down at Hunter's House. Lots and Lots of hookah. Got re-aquainted with Andy Frasco, who isn't as annoying as I thought he was when I knew him back at Hale. He's pretty cool now. I didn't get to do what I originally intended to do that night, but still had fun.

Went to bed Sat. at midnight and woke up Sunday at 4:00PM. I SLEPT FOR 16 HOURS!!!!!!! A NEW RECORD!!!!!! It felt really nice.

EVERYONE!!! LISTEN!!!! Nothing is going down between me and Julie. Nothing except casual sex. We aren't dating.

Aight, Peace out.

Parental Advisory, Explicit Material

2005-03-09T02:10:23Z

This shit I'm bout to rip goes out to the Avant-Gardian and MC Zombiefunk.

Y'all bitches ain't shit, you ain't got no skills,
I'll kill you harder with rhymes than Jeffrey Dalmer with drills.
My systematic flows...will rip off your toes...hit you with blows...
knock you on the floor, bleeding, leaving you for the crows.
Now I'm bout to break this down and make it real personal,
Avant-Garde, I'll choke you and kill you with fumes from a can of Aresol.
You're like Coltrane, running your mouth like you're playing a solo that's lasted since you were born,
I'll take that advice of Miles Davis and I will remove that stupid horn.
I'll punk you, beat you, and whip the hell outta you,
Then I'll make you my Bitch and feed you some of my Brew.
Zombiefunk eats brains and doesn't live any longer,
Maybe 5 helpings of shotgun shells will suppress his hunger.
I'm the irradicator, the anihilator with a savage nature,
And I'll kill you so many times over, "Dead Bitch" will be your new nomenclature.
So don't mess with the best and go eat a dick instead,
Then it will no longer be the Night of the Living Dead.
Both of y'all sucka MCs better stay in your place,
Or else I'll drive a fucking 6-string in your face!
(**niggas**)

I Ache From Bad Music

2005-03-05T08:11:58Z

Went to the Cobalt to see Mr. Nicholas Chamian's hardcore band play and support him. It was a hardcore extravaganza! You all should know that not into hardcore in any fashion.

These people were fucking animals. Moshing and hitting and beating. The band was rocking around the audience. It was too loud. The Singers I could barely understand or hear even. The people do "Hardcore dancing," which is composed of punching and kicking the air, all in unison, very specific moves. It's like some freaky fucking cult. I feared for my life a bit. I got hit in the knee when some guy got knocked down on top of me by some moshing jerk. I'm limping. And there's a slight ringing in my ears, but it's cool. I'm tough, I'm hardcore (Pssh). Fucking Barbarians!

The music somewhere between Punk and Metal. More towards Metal without being quite as technical and without so many solos. But it was all bad. Some could be considered to be "eh," but not a lot. I missed Brethren, but I'm not crying. No Identity covered a Misfits song that I really liked, "Skulls." He invited a bunch of kids up, including me, to sing the lyrics with him. But honestly, Take Hold was the best group I saw there, and I'm not just being flattering either. Chammy Cham is good at his bass. But I personally feel it's a waste of talent to be in a hardcore band.

Yet, somehow, my Punk/Ska band wants play there. We'll attract a more Ska crowd hope fully when we play and won't have heavy hardcore dancing, rather happy "skanking" or ska dancing. I just finished writing some songs for them, I'm proud of 'em. By the way, we won't be "Scurvey" anymore. We are leening towards, "The Shipwrecks." We'll have a vote this Sunday at our practice.

Until later, Adoring Live Journal Fanatics.

Sorry Lisa

2005-03-03T03:24:58Z

LISA

I'm sorry about what I said to you today. It was stupid and I'm not going to make any excuses about it. I was mean, ignorant, and selfish.

I'm think of applying to SF State myself, so I guess I'm also a hypocrit.

I'm sorry, and I can understand if you want to absolutely kill me. Or hate me forever and ignore me. Which ever you feel is a harsher punishment.

Can You Feel That B-A-S-S Bass

2005-02-27T08:45:45Z

I'm borrowing my neighbor, Doron's bass for a while so I can obtain better consistency and better chops for recording with The Softwatch, which the new name for our new music project. YOU HEAR ME, NIV & ALEX?!! This is OUR fucking group!
Thanks a bunch Doron.

I got my long fucking, out-of-control hair cleaned up today. It's not so messy now. I like it a lot more now. I also decided to dress with class today. Cool black jeans, black button up shirt, and the Piece De Resistance, A pimp, mothafuckin Gray Fedora Hat. I was totally styling.

Tomorrow is band practice with Scurvey. We'll try out a new bassist, I have a good feeling about him. Who else thinks it's a good idea to incorporate Free Improv in Punk Music? I think it could be interesting.

Niv and Alex, we totally have to have a concert in my cul de sac (my dead end street). The echo and all the sound that reverbiates of the walls here is totally amazing. ALL ARE WELCOME TO COME WITNESS AND HEAR THE SPECTACLE THAT IS "THE SOFTWATCH: LIVE AT THE CUL DE SAC!"

tallbert @ 2005-02-19T12:46:00

2005-02-19T20:48:59Z

Ha Ha!

My mom just told me I look like Harpo Marx with my hair the way it is. You all know I've been growing it out, right? Just look at my last post.

Valentines Day Is Still Stupid

2005-02-15T03:32:53Z

St. Valentine was a pimp, just like me.

Special thanks to Jes and Jordan, for giving the best homemade valentine...EVER!!
Love, Robert

And another special thanks to Niv, for giving me the worst valentine...EVER!!
Love, Little Mushpuff

An Apology

2005-02-09T01:27:25Z

I would like to apologize for my earlier entry. That is the most emo I've ever been, and hopefully will be. Nobody sucks, not even me.

I've been going through a lot lately. I've been fighting with my mother every other day about school and my grades, which suck and aren't at all to my standerds. My social situation is alittle weird right now, and I can't quite tell who are my real friends. Niv, Alex, Maddy, I don't mean you guys. Or Skylar, I'm not talking about you. But just some people who I don't know enough about, I guess. All my brothers are up in San Francisco and I've been missing them like crazy, and worrying about one in paticular. And I'm still single. Plus my father is a worthless pile of horse shit.

All of this is just a lack in confidence in myself. I have unrealized potential to do everything I want to do, and I'm not realizing it. It's all just waiting to come out and really make an impression on myself and others. In a nutshell, I've just realized that I'm at fault for my malcontentness in life, and I'm ashamed of it. I just feel sorry right now for anybody whose met me this year, because I couldn't of been anymore vindictive and bitter towards people this year. I hope you all don't get the wrong impression of me.

I just had a hell of a nervous break down last night, when all of these problems just sort of emerged all at once. I'm sorry to anybody who I've alarmed or hurt in anyway with my last post. I do thank those of you, however, who expressed concern. I appreciate that.

tallbert @ 2005-02-07T22:29:00

2005-02-08T06:34:11Z

Why The Fuck does everyone and everything suck?! Even me! I SUCK!!! WHY DO I SUCK ?!

I want you sucky people to tell me why I suck. But remember...You suck so much harder than I. See my icon? I wanna do that to YOU!!

So Begins A New Era Of Torture

2005-02-05T00:10:01Z

Finals are over! They made me so bitter! I want to apologize in advance to anyone who I was rude to this week. Now I'm calm. Now I've got a nice weekend lined up. I'm probably gonna go out tonight...smoke up. Tomorrow might be the California Science Center With Alex and Maddy to see the Body Worlds 2 exhibit. The Horror continues. If that doesn't work out, then it's getting together with evan to work on some songs for Scurvey. Sunday is bonding time with my father and his father over the Super Bowl. I could care less about it...but there'll be hoagies!

Man, I'm media-washed!

2005-02-04T02:20:24Z

I am Master Shake from Aqua Teen Hunger Force!!

Which Aqua Teen Hunger Force character are you??

Finals for English and French went well yesterday. I know language. However, AP U.S. History and Algebra 2 finals did not go as well today. Tomorrow...Chemistry. Then it'll be celebration, the end of a semester. Going to celebrate by applying the Rule Of Thumb on some women, only with a swashbuckle, not a stick...Maybe both.